《2008~2009》

2008
将成为我生命里的回忆，
它，见证了我成长的过程。
生活里的点滴，
成为我生命的拼图，
拼凑着不完美的我。

期待...

2009
新的生活,
不再逃避,
不再颓废,
学着成长，
我，将会是新的我。

P.S 答应自己，不再回首过去。给某人，我会说到做到。

[A Nightmare X'mas]

Date:24&25th Dec
Venue:Black Hole,Hartamas.
Event: X'mas celebration.
Incident: Drunk

Faceless... Speechless... Shameful... Embarrassing...

This is how i feel now.
I've done the most stupid mistake*mixing dewar's with calsberg*
Never knew that liquor cant mix with beer or else will get drunk very easily.
I felt that the object around mii was spinning upside-down.
I guess I'm drunk.Yes,I am.For the very 1st time.
*vomit*I throwed up everything.
yiks~


Sorry,Ron dear.
I've ruined everything.
It ain't supposed to be like this.
It's not mii.Just not like mii.
I'm not a good gf,I've made u so embarrassing in front of ur frenz*wth*
Again,sorry dear.
And thx dear,you really taking good care of mii*sweet*
I know I'm heavy*sorry*

A promise to myself,I'll nvr get drunk anymore in my rest of life.Not even once.
The feeling of getting drunk is not good at all.Trust mii.
This is the 1st time I celeb Christmas at Black Hole pub.
But now i rather find a hole to hide myself*faceless*
What a nightmare Christmas I've ever had.
Memorable but embarrassing.

P.S A x'mas present for myself~I wish i could forget the embarrassment that happened.

《Happy X'mas Eve》

P.S 惊喜+礼物+心意+陪伴=圣诞节快乐

[槟城怡保之旅]

181208 Day 1
We were supposed to meet at 7.30am but Ron & me reached sunway at 8.30am.
We were late due to miscommunication+jam.*paiseh*
7 of them(puiyee,py's 2 bros,leeyien,kenneth,wei siang n chin) were having their breakfast except both of us.
*Journey started*WS become our driver while Chin(the funny guy)sit beside ws.Ron & I were sitting behind n havin our own sweet time*slping*
at first,ws keep on saying tat he's very scare cuz not used to drive dear's myvi but still he's a good driver=)
ohh ya.this was the 2nd time i meet chin&ws.lol.they were so funny as I just cant stop laughing*lmao*
After half way driving,dear exchange wif ws.hmm.dear was speeding until 140km/h.OMG!!there was road-block n our car was kena tahan while kenneth they all nvr kena.so unlucky.Somehow our prediction doesnt meet the expectation.Not to mention anymore.later someone angry*wink*.

Penang,we were comin.

~*Penang Bridge*~
Can u see the bridge?*view from Queensbay*
The sky
~*Bayview Beach Resort,Batu Ferringhi*~

We checked in at 2pm.Everyone was starving especially mii n dear.

So v decided searching for char kway teow at Komtar.
But prob arise.All of us not familiar wif penang road.So we've to looking at the map to find out the route.
Phew~finally v reach our destination at 4.30pm.Then we order char kway teow & ice kacang.

The small one*RM6*
The big one*RM8*
P.S.Look!!The oni difference between big n small one is the prawn.LoL.
~*Ice Kacang*~

Then,we go back to hotel n showered.

At 9.30pm,we headed to Persiaran Gurney except py n her bro who fell sick.
We bought them some food for dinner+supper n miss universe keep on emphasized "i duwan oily food,i'm on diet"*lol*

~*蚵仔煎*~
~*烤鱿鱼*~
~*Rojak*~
*~Ice Kacang*~*again*

At night,we were having our drinking session.dewar's which brought by chin.

Then py,ws,chin,dear n mii chatting at balcony.
OMG!!According to py, dear was actually brain washing her while ws was sharing his ex love story wif us.
Chin,the noisiest guy become the most quite one at this moment.
V chatted till 5.30am n went to bed.

191208 Day 2
We woke up at 12.30pm n we missed the swimming session.lol.
Then v prepare ourselves and v went to 'kek lok si' at 3pm.
Before this,we were having our brunch but i didnt eat much.Stomachache n diarrhea.*sad*
We went back to hotel n went to swimming.
Guess what.v just swam for 15 mins cuz the swimming pool closed at 7.30pm*wth*
V decided to swim in the next morning.

At night,v prepare ourselves for dinner in The Ship.

At first,the guys wear super "casual'.Some even wear surf pants n slippers.

Then the cute couple start teasing them,"those who wear very cincai go eat at sampan."
In the end,the guys changed into formal wear n comb their hair nicely.
LOL.The Ship isn't so high class but v made it as if it's so high class.Lmao.

~*Couples*~

~*Dear & mii*~

~*The Ship*~

~*T-bone steak*~
~*Sizzling Steak*~
~*Ron & KY*~

~*All of us*~

~*Ly,Py,Ky*~

At 11.30pm,v went back to hotel and having our drinking session again=.=*chivas which brought by dear*
This time no more chit-chatting at balcony instead the guys were havin 'fun" on the bed.
All of them sleep quite early*tired*while mii & ly were having our pillow talk until 4.30am.

So gay=.=

201208 Day3
V woke up at 8.30am n went to beach before v had our swimming session.

~*KY & PY*~

~*Ws,Ron,Chin*~

During swimming session,ly,py n mii were wearing bikini for the very 1st time*shy*
There was a 4m depth swimming pool n it was so scary but i managed to get myself into it even though i dunno how to swim *wink*
We really have fun in the swimming pool as we teasing each other n playing around.
At 11.30am,we went back to the hotel room n packed our thing as v gotta check out at 12pm.
After check out,we having our brunch at Prangin Mall and walk walk.
Then,v went to 馨香to buy Tambun biscuit.Omg!So many ppl queue up n v spend 15 mins to get our turn.

~*Goodbye Penang*~

After that,we fetched ws back to his hometown,Jawi(which dear said is jawa's bro=.=) and v having dinner wif ws's family.Pity miss universe.Non-stop teasing by us.haha.
At 9pm,v headed to py's grandparent's hs at Ipoh and stayed over.
Before bedtime,ly, py n mii have a short chat till 1.30am.

211208 Day 4
We woke up at 12pm n v planning to eat Ipoh Hor Fun.But then py's grandma already cooked the lunch for us so v ate there.Today is 'tong zhi' so v managed to have our 'tang yuan' as well^^
After lunch,dear & chin were 'fighting' with py's cousin.lol.The lil boy really enjoyed so much but pity dear & Chin who being bullied.haha.
Around 4pm,we say goodbye to py's family n went to Kam Ling,Kampar to buy curry chicken bread.
So sad that we couldn't managed to go Cameron Highland & waterfall.
Went back to KL.*journey end*


P.S. Overall the journey was fun even though v keep on sesat n oni managed to visit one place~kek lok si.This is the first time i went to trip wif dear & frenz all by ourselves.Happy & memorable=)

《 槟城，我来啦！》

再过五个小时我就要出发啦!

睡不着。

槟城的第一次，

自己跟朋友驾车去旅行的第一次，

四天三夜的旅程，

期待。。。

P.S 待续。

[朋友？！]

是什么原因使我那么早起来？
是什么原因我会那么生气伤心？
是什么原因我会流泪？
是你。
一个我以为我了解他的朋友，
一个我用真心去对待的好朋友`好哥哥。
毫无理由， 被你骂得狗血淋头，
我不在乎。
在乎的是，你到底有没有把我当朋友。
突然间发现，你好陌生，
我并不了解你。
我尝试去了解你的压力，
你却说我不是一个好朋友，
I'm just a fcuking shit.
最伤透我的心的，
不是你那些话说得有多难听，
而是我在你心里到底是怎样的人。
友情，不是钱可以买到的。
知心的朋友，更难寻。
最可悲的是，你没觉悟。
人心隔肚皮，
也许学会虚伪你才能保护自己。
但至少，你在我面前，
不需要那样地武装自己，
放下你那重重的贝壳。
一个背负着压力`名利的贝壳。
你应该拥有自己的快乐。
说穿的，我担心你多过生气你。
朋友，
在你伤心惆怅的时候会默默陪着你，
陪着你度过低潮期；
朋友，
在你开心的时候与你分享你的开心，
那一份一起分享的喜悦。
那我还会是你的朋友吗？
不管怎样，你永远都会是我的好朋友。

P.S 只是心情不好纯粹发泄。我想，你应该不会看到这篇文章吧。

《想太多》

最近的我，很不寻常，平时总是到凌晨三点才睡觉，
却很早的起床，只要一醒了，就很难再睡回去。
就像现在的我，早上六点半就起床，
无聊的一个人写着blog。

我想，
A level毕业后，
我闲着的时间太多了，
不是每天待在家里就是跟朋友出去。
有时侯，巴不得把时间分给那些正在考试或赶assignment的朋友。
我的时间是乌龟，
你们的时间是兔子，
龟兔赛跑的游戏每天总是在上演。
我现在真的很怀念读书的时候，
甚至连续几天不睡觉应付考试。
唉，犯贱。
时光，能倒流吗？
我想拥有一部时光机。

我想，
跟ron在一起，
真的很开心，
不是想炫耀什么，
只是纯粹的真的开心。
前几天，
还会为了一些芝麻绿豆的事不开心。
别人说的`看的，
也许只是事情的表面，
事情的真相，了解的却是多少呢？
压力，是外界给的，
开心，是自己找的。
告诉自己，开心就好。
选择了，我不后悔。

我想，
抓住幸福，
但同时害怕，
幸福就像瞬间划过的流星，
短暂却美好。
让时间停留，可以吗？

我想。

我想。

我想。

我

想

太

多

了
。
。
。

[我们的故事]

071108 我的生日，我们故事的生日。

The 1st day I met Ron*spot him if u can*

131108 My 1st time clubbing at Maison with py,cy,ly&Kenneth,Ron,chin,mao&wh

201108
First time goin "Look Out Point" wif Ron,py,ly&kenneth

281108 borders's starbucks
can u spot us?*ly's masterpiece*

291108 Quicksilver
*again ly's masterpiece=.=*


031208
*Love*

051208 *A bouquet of 3 roses from dear*

^^

101208 Our very first photo

*RON & KY*

101208 Sky bar

*The view*

*Red wine/Corona?**couplesss*~*sweet couples*~~*Dear & mii*~

《Rest In Peace》

不敢相信，自己听见的是真的。
我希望，这一切不是真的。
你的离开，却成为了事实，
我惟有去接受。
人生无常，
星期一那天我还遇见你，
星期三那天你却因为车祸去世了，
星期五听到这个消息，
我真的很难过。
感触`感叹`感慨，
人，难道就真的那么脆弱吗？
人生短暂，
你，让我学会了珍惜，
珍惜现在拥有的一切。
安息吧，我的朋友。

[031208]

如果我生日那天你没出现，
如果你没认识我，
如果他从没离开，
如果你没爱上我，
如果没有发生那么多事，
我们会是怎样的呢？

缘分的线在我们之间不停地编织交错，
至少肯定的是，我们曾经擦肩而过，
只是那时我们并不认识彼此。
缘分，让我在我的生日会认识了你，
从当初的没有好感，
到暧昧的产生，
爱情的种子悄悄地萌芽。

031208
爱情的开始，
一切发生得好快，
连我自己也有点不敢相信，
感觉像在做梦。
爱情就像龙卷风。
我没有后悔做了这个决定，
至少我现在真的很开心。

P.S Ron,520.

《爱情密码:123》

1) 201108 1400 ME2 3 E01 E02

2) 231108 1530 QUAR 3 B19 B20

3) 041208 1730 BOLT 9 A22 A23

4) 031208 1230

5) 041208 0030

6) 031208 WED

7) 357

8) 7+26=33

9) 041208 2238

P.S mayb no one can understand wat i'm writing except U.

[Listen To My Heart]

“爱情来得太快就像龙卷风，

离不开暴风圈来不及逃。”

我的爱是多么的小心翼翼，

犹豫不决，是给自己的保护层。

不敢承认自己对你的爱，

因为害怕自己再次受伤。

不是对你没有信心，

是我对自己没有了信心。

也许，对你来说，

我的自私，

造成了对你的另一种伤害。

对不起，忽略了你的感受，

等待的滋味，

我不晓得。

但肯定的是，

那不好受。

一个月的约定，

只是在折磨你我。

我不想再逃避对你的爱，

给彼此一个机会，

去接受彼此的好。

别人的流言蜚语，

我管不了。

Listen to my heart。

123!GO!

P.S special thankz to py,ly,kenneth,ew.hehe.guess u all noe wat i wanna thx*wink*

《01.12.05 ~ 01.12.08》

三年前的今天，

你对我说，“我爱你。”

今天，在我身边的已经不是你。

不知道为什么今天我会emo,

是因为今天是我们三周年的日子吗?

还是因为别的原因，

我不知道。

原有的期待没了，

剩下的只是那蓝色的忧郁与惆怅。

逝去的爱情,

成为了我生命里的过去式，

它不再是我的现在式抑或未来式。

当初，我们有了爱情，忘了时间，

现在，就让时间，忘记爱情。

说好的，要用一个月的时间淡忘你。

明年的我，不再是现在的我。

今天，将会是我最后一次为了你而流泪。

P.S thankz for miss universe acc mii for shopping n yum cha and my frenz who alwiz acc mii when i emoing.U all are so LOVEly.