[小丑与我]

一袭花花绿绿的衣裳，
脸上涂满五颜六色的油彩，
嘴角总是挂着大大的笑容，
穿着鲜艳且色彩丰富；
那些不起眼的气球经过他的巧手，
都会变很特别。
他-----就是小丑叔叔。

那天，因为工作关系，
我接触了他。
我还记得，
小朋友们为了从他手中拿到气球，
都很乖耐心地排队。
小孩子们一副期待且稚气的脸庞，
无忧无虑的笑容，
是多么天真无邪。
拿到气球的那一刻，
他们的眼里闪烁着光芒，
嘴角微微扬起，
那是一种发自内心的笑容。

看着这一幕，
我的心里不禁感慨：
忘了有多久，
这种笑容不再出现在自己的脸。
原来，
我已经长大了，
我不再是那无忧无虑，
被父母呵护备至的小女孩。

看见队伍排得那么长，
小丑叔叔又忙了那么久，
脸上流露着一丝倦容，
于是我不忍心的问他：
“你需不需要休息一下？”
他却回答我说：
“小朋友们拿不到气球会很失望。”
说完，
他还是挤起笑容，
继续他手上的扭动动作，
制造出不同造型的气球。
其实，我知道他很累。

小丑叔叔的举动感染了我。
或许在现实生活中，
我们也在不知不觉中扮演着小丑的角色。
不管有多么不开心，
我们还是拼命地挤出一丝笑容，
就像小丑脸上被刻意描绘出来的笑容。
即使那并不是真心的，
因为我们都不想身边的人担心，
所以只好假装自己很开心。
即使有时候我们累了，
我们还是继续地撑下去，
纵使一切都不容易，
因为我们都不想让对我们寄予厚望的人失望。

小丑，
最善于隐藏自己，
把欢乐渲染给身边的每一个人。
小丑是我，
我是小丑。

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It's been a while since my last update of my blog.The reason is:-
1) I sent my comp for repair and i just get it back
2) I had my first progress test last 2 weeks
3) I don't have time
Whatever reason it is,please just IGNORE it.To be frankly,my laziness overtook my hardworking-ness thus resulting in proscrastination=p

Let's talk about my Sunway ACCA study life now.Well,I still can remember clearly that how I used to spend my1st day studying in Sunway College.On 6th of July,my brother accompanied mii to attend my first lesson which is F1 class that conducted by Mr.Bill simply because I scare to be alone.I remembered the scene that mii n my bro being locked outside the classroom cuz we're late for class after 10 mins break*wth*It's so embarrasing and we had caught the attention of the class.Some of my classmates even thought that we are COUPLE*LoL.Truth is being revealed after few days later*After Mr.Bill's class,I attended Mr.Tan's F2 class alone and my brother wait for mii at foyer for 3 hours.Hmmm..I felt so sorry and guilty for my Bro but he never blame mii for that.After finished class at 2.45pm,we went to sunway pyramid to have our lunch at Kim Gary and we watched Ice Age 3 3D movie.Again,I felt so guilty that I fell asleep in the cinema despite how funny the movie is.I just can't keep my eyes open because I didn't sleep the day b4 that.OMG! I wasted my bro's $$.Afterall,it was such a MEMORABLE day for mii=) Thankz gor for being so lovely & caring*onli valid till that day* XD

Now,it's already 1 1/2 months since my first class.Sometimes,I even couldn't recall how I used to burn the midnight oil on the day b4 progress test.ZOMG!Time always tend to pass so fast.But now I'm so happy since I've finished my first progress test.As u all know,I don't have any accounting background so I really need to study hard to understand it.The progress test driven mii crazily simply because it was my first test*wth*Hopefully I can pass all then I'll be happy.

Basically,studying in sunway college is quite interesting and fun even though ACCA is a boring course by itself.But my perception towards ACCA changed since I met a bunch of crazy ACCA students in my class.Some of them just like mii.We had no idea why we study ACCA and we just cant figure it out until now*SWT*According to Prof. Mattew(a weird yet a smart student from IMU that study ACCA to kill his time)our class is crazy,noisy and noutti.But who CARES?!They've made my ACCA study life so interesting that I never had b4 and my class is always full with laughter n joys because of them.Thanks ppl.I LOVE u all.

Tat's all bout my ACCA study life.

-Current status-Enjoy=)

P.S Some memories being deleted after comp reformat.I know it's no way to recover it even though it do upset mii for few days=( Perhaps it gives mii some hints that those memories shouldn't be kept despite how sweet it used to be.Past is the past*A reminder for myself*