Jul 6, 2009

[050709 20:20]

Without any prior notice,
you are standing in front of us.
Your presence surprise all of us.
Am I dreaming?
NO.I'm not.
Yes.You're here.
Standing right in front of us.
A real YOU.
没有任何的预兆,
你就这样出现在我们的面前。
你的出现,让我惊讶地说不出话来,
甚至不敢相信这一切是真的。
我是在做梦吗?
不,我没有在做梦,
这一切都是真的。
这是我期待已久的画面,
它,就这样活生生地浮现在我的眼前。
在这一刻050709 20:20
我真的很开心,
我真的很久很久没有试过这样的开心,
一种发自内心真正的快乐。
基于传统,
我很努力地没让自己的眼泪流出来,
其实我感动地想哭出来。

当初你抱着一个“家”的理想,
就这样与我们分隔两地三年半。
辛苦的过程,我们无法体会。
对家的思念,我们无法了解。
哥,欢迎你回来,
回到属于你的地方,
属于你的家。
终于,我们可以坐在一起吃饭。
一餐最普通的饭,
对我来说却是最温馨最有意义的一顿饭。
多少年了?团圆饭独缺你。

地球表面上的距离,
把我们的距离拉远,
却把我们心的距离拉近。
你的归来,
对我来说是十分重要。
至少我知道,
我不再是一个人。
即使前面的路有多崎岖,
我都有你陪我一起走。
脆弱伤心的时候,
我都有你陪。
一个人的路,
走了好久好累。
从此以后,
我再也不需要一个人去面对挫折,
因为我有你,哥,
我学会坚强。


P.S 我最亲爱的哥哥,欢迎您回来。这一夜,我失眠了。是因为太开心抑或太紧张,我不晓的

-050709 20:20*happiest moment*-




《 Finally 》

No more doubt.
No more hesitation.
No more comparison.
No more changes in my mind.
No regret.
From science to bussiness.
From pharm to ACCA.
Everything seems like so new to ME.
Yes.It's totally new to ME.
Instead I know nothing about ACCA.
Basically,I need to start all from 0,A-Z.
Am I too late?
No matter how I'll stick with the FINAL decision and I'll
really really STUDY HARD for it.
I know it's not easy at ALL.
Decision has been made.
There's no turning back.

First class at 8am but I've no idea why I still at py's hs.
At first we planning to go yum cha at 12am but ended up they ffk
and now I still waiting for the ffk-er come to pick mii up*grrr*
The time now is 2am.I really wonder can I manage to wake up at 7am.
Hmmm.
Finally,the ffk-er came at 2.07am and I reached home at 2.30am
Anyone know how soon is the SOON can be?
Let ME tell you the answer:
According to the ffk-er,the words S-O-O-N actually stands for one hour.
15 mins for each alphabet so ended up I've wait for 1 hour since I've been told it would be SOON*wth*
Summo the ffk-er suggested we go eat BAK KUH TEH on tues at 6.30am.
U guys better make sure it's really ON.IF NOT...
Haiz.Guys memang cannot be trusted.
U all really gOod in FFK.LoL.

P.S. 050709 20:20 =>this is my happiest moment.But so sad I can't tell now cuz I really gotta get myself into the bed.Class start at 8am.Stay tuned.I'll share my happiness in my next post*nitez*

Jul 4, 2009

[承诺]

承诺,
曾经轻易地被许下,
却也轻易地被忘掉。
那些被遗忘的承诺,
我只想一个人去完成。
P.S 其实,我也很累

Jul 3, 2009

《ACCA? Pharm?》

I'm undecided.
My mind is keep on changing.
I'm hesitating.
My faith is shaking.
AGAIN...
I'm losing my grip.
I'm facing the same dilemma over and over again.
And now,I'm standing in the midst of T-junction,
still uncertain which route to take.
I'm freaking tired of it.
I hate this part of ME.

Registration fee has been paid for both courses.
Both courses commenced on the same day*wth*
But still there's no FINAL decision.
Sometimes I do feel like trying both so I know which suit me the best.
But somehow there's no trying.
Perhaps I should smuggles into the classes so I can have a "trial" for both courses.
Ahem.Normally first sem classes cant tell much so I should just smuggles into the 2nd sem classes.
Should I take the risk?
hmmm..Perhaps I should JUST DO IT for my own sake.

Recently,I've heard a lot of opinions about ACCA and pharm from different people.
Different people different view.
Comparisons have been made.
Overall,both courses has their own pros and cons.
But I've no idea why is it so hard for ME to make the decision.GOSH.
In the end,I knew it still depends on myself cuz I'm the one who decide my fate*stressed*
I don't want to choose the wrong path*I just want to go for the correct way*
I don't wan to regret in future*I just want to succeed in future*
It isn't fun when we need to decide our future and yet I've struggled for quite some time already.There's too many issues(time,money,interest,effort, career)that I need to put in consideration in order to make a wise decision.
All these driven mii crazily.

There's nothing easy in life.Neither pharmacy nor ACCA.
I knew I just need to choose 1 and study hard for it because I believe that
“Whenever there is a will there is a way”
I should bear in my mind and remind myself all the time.
Decide please.


P.S. credit to Jeng Nee thankz for ur brilliant idea*wink* shhhh~~keep it as a secret pls.